wednesday oh well

the only good thing about wed is that i only have one more shift left 4 the week yeah. once i get though it i will be happy. not a big Christmas guy i would rather see jan 5 come right after dec 15 it doesn't help that i have to work this year and that once again i'm very single .it always seems much better to have someone to care for and that cares about you to be with over the holidays.i do miss that sometimes maybe next year ? enuff said

back at ya

well its been awhile since my last post .so long the blogger page had changed owners thats just like money to get in there . things are good life keeps throwing little curve balls but as long as you hit or foul your still in the game.always remember to keep wearing purple !also remember the box of crayons, some are sharp some are dull,some are pretty and some have weird names and are all different colors but they all exist very nicely together in the same box. enuff said

been awhile

well it's been 4 months since my last post. lots of things have gone on since then. i got approval for surgry and i'm going to vegas mid july or early august i'm down about 40 lbs now hope i'll be down another 40 by then. i'm walking 2.5 miles aday just put my mp3 player on and away i go. enuff said

can i write a letter not

big huge thank you goes out to rae,with out you today i would have been lost . the letter has been sent and hope to hear something early jan. well thars about it.enuff said

Well a deep dark ah what ever!

Well had a great time with Rae at the costco sat and talked for about an hour or more sorry Rae I am a chatty Cathy sometimes well all the time.i have to make up for all the time I spend alone at work.here I am writing on a sat afternoon doing laundry playing comp games getting a ranking from general boredom to major boredom had two dates this week both said they were to cold to put out, gotta get some gloves!LOL at myself? Why is it that when I go to walmart I see a lot of mothers with kids but no fathers with them and a lot are interracial? enuff said

monkey shit

that's what i remember when i was 8 years old going to the zoo and the monkey's were behind glass lucky for us and they would throw there shit at the window and they seemed to enjoy golden showers from each other. just and mermory i just should of got out of my system a long time ago.enuff said

Time passes

If you could have time passes wouldn't that be great! Like a pass to skip certain things that you have to attend but really wish you could get out of it.looking for the passion to get my life together and do something remarkable.Yes remarkable I think everyone has the ability to, but some of us just can't harness the power!Christmas has never been the same since I was 10 but you know things will never be that simple again.waiting to get up in the morning we would start to ask if we could come down at about 3am then every half an hour until we were allowed to come down. the presents the treats socking stuffers and we always had farmers sausage for breakfast. we started a new tradition a few years back where all my bro's and sis's meet at a diner that stays open every day its a truckstop so it doesn't every close.we talk abit visit and eat and then off to our own family get together.i think thats as good as its going to be . rant bitch whine enuff said