friday oh friday

well another day has passed by went to do some banking today oh no i forgot it was near the end of the month and all the peoples that wait for there cheques from the gov go to the bank to cash out u no beer is on sale and taxi cabs must be to.cabs must clean up at this time of the month!u know bugs me the most is you're standing in line with a whole bunch of people and someone lets a sbd go u look around trying to figure out who's ass is talking and has very bad breath and then u think if i'm wondering probally every one else in line is also wondering eccept the ass who is letting us know what they have had to eat lately.my big problem is the crowd looks at the fat guy(me) and thinks that pig and its probally the stickman 4 up in the row? they should have alarms or something like that that points to the dealer of such good charms.just another gassly adventure.enuff said

get a grip

i think i talked about this before but yet again it has happened! maybe its me i must bring out the best or should i say the beast in people? i was over at a friends last weekend and in a joking matter i said you're a freak this is a common term that i use but i was told oh boy was i told i felt like a 5 year old that had just broke dad's favourite beer glass! i did say i was sorry but think it was heard thru ears that were painted on so this friend that by the way i have spent tons of time with might be on the outs.i think there was maybe a deeper rooted problem with us and my comment just gave a window for her to vent on me? well that was fridaynite but i didn't hear about it until tuesday.sat nite i had dinner withan old friend what a great time we had thai food and it kicks ass .its been seven years since i've seen my friend and she has not aged abit wow! enuff said

sat 22

well its raining out here in dullsville but had a great night hanging out with my friends and my god daughter and her little bro.kids are great to visit with and the nice thing is being able to go home at the end of the night and not have to worry bout them!got a phone call from a friend that is back home for the weekend and wants to go out for dinner tonight maybe a few drinks that should be great we always had a good time and i havn't seen her in seven years.well thats it enuff said

sat day

well here i am writing in thisw blog on a saturday afternoon.is there things i should be doing yes.will i do them doesn't look like! why who knows just don't feel like it .read email read blog play games watch tv is this what my life has came to? need to get out and do something but just don't feel like it .need to get a boost of nrg .just thought i'd post enuff said.

deep thinking ya right

well its been three years since my marriage fell apart . first year (bitter) year two (better) year three (wonder) when i first was seperated all my friends stood by me . now the tide has turned not all bad some friends are still with me but its not a with me or not thing going on.everyone has alot going on and i understand that forsure.

the mind was mixed
we said we loved each other
living together was a different thing
missing you i will
talking to you i yearn
the hurt was deep
time well spent then lost in time

you took my heart
you made me young
you were my everything
i learned to love you
i learned to care
the hurt was deep
time well spent then lost in time


must move on
must learn to trust
forgive and forget
life to short to carry hate
i do forgive and will move on
the hurt was deep
time well spent then lost in time




enuff said