thrusday surviror begins

yes i am a reality tv junky i like it the best because you don't see repeats over and over it's on once and then you half to buy it on dvd if i want to watch it.why is it that people ask questions that they know the answer to already?i do it myself .if we know the answer then why the hell do we take the time to think about.just do it(thanks nike) how about just screw it!if a girl goes out and wants to get laid she will get it because no matter want she looks like there will always be some guy that will do her.but on the other hand if a guy goes out for the same thing he's only going to get it if timing right or if he's prefect G.Q.man.those guys are lucky dog winners and the rest of us are lucky dog whinners.enuff said

wed nes day hump day

so i just can't seem to get things going the right way .i must decide if i'm going to stay with this job or move on to another occupation?or should i go back to school and do somthing different? i know one thing for sure i have to take time for myself and take off alot of weight.i have been trying to have gastric bypass surgery but 17000.00 u.s. dollars is alittle out of my price range and i think i should give my body another kick at losing it slowly and keeping it off.it's time to do it for me i want to feel better about myself and feel i can do anything if i put my mind to it .i am big buck.enuff said

what the f***

that's right what's up with that ? people get ready there's a change a coming.nice is just a four letter word and when do you stop being nice to people that don't give a rats ass bout you other then if they need something from you . i may be a person that can take alot of crap from people i have been thru the ringer a few times.i try to think of others before myself but that doesn't mean i'm a push over .i can say i do have lots of friends some that i have known since grade school which was a long time ago.they genrally keep in touch with me some have families of there own so i understand that it's harder to keep going but between them and myself we keep involed in each others happenings.i listen to people when they have problems and they listen back cause god knows i to have many problems(whine) . but believe me i am not asking for a pity party! i bite my tougue alot just so i don't hurt peoples feelings but that doesn't get you any where fast so i just have to look at live different .i have to tell people like it is and let the cards fall where they may so i hope you're ready for some good reading cause in the next few weeks i'm going to give it out like i get it .enuff said

thursday morn

well i had the longest day wed i had 8hrs of boring first aid training i've only done the training about 10 times and it does get alittle old after awhile!the class started at 9am and i was looking at the clock at 940am so you can tell it was a long day.there was a couple of hotties in the group but much to young i bet .at least it was worth the view.anyway i have to take the course for my job.i also get paid to take it so all in all it wasn't that bad.enuff said

what to do

i hate virisis why are they put in place do some people have nothing better to do then f with other people they don't even know.that's my bitch i say if you create a problem like that you should get life in prison.what a day i've had still have jet lag from working nights and then trying to convert back to normal sleep pattern.why won't my head stop pounding?must sleep at nite not during the day but a nap sounds so good.enuff said

sat night

well here i am again the last night can't wait until 8a.m. what to do with my time off?sleep is high on the list relax is up there.well when do you decide what you want to write in here you never no who might find it .nothing to heavy thats why its called nitelights.have you ever wondered what purpose you are here for if everyone has a purpose or is there only some of us who have this goal.it doesn't have to be some life changing or save the world mode it can be simple . i haven't found mine yet as far as i know.but maybe i have done it already and didn't know it .maybe mine was to make someone elses goals?hopefully it wasn't somebody that was mean in the past that would really suck! well enuff.

last long shift

well the last of my long shifts 12hrs two 8 's and off for 14 days i hope.it's been a long 14 days.sleep is all you do when you work nights thats the secret to keep from falling asleep.feb 4 don't know what the daylight will bring looks like it will be a great day here in this part of the world.it's not snowing and that's a plus for sure.well not much to say today so i won't say anything!

shadow or not

well today was groundhog day just a reason for people to try to predict when winter will be over! just let it happen time flys if you don't keep every day on your mind.by the way when does tall start and short stop ? i think for a guy 5'6" is the short stop but tall doesn't start until 6'and for the ladies 5'2" is the short stop and tall starts 5'8" so what do you call the space between short and tall? i think it is shtall (shit all) don't worry i myself am in the shtall zone i always wanted to be 6' but genes and gavity have a way of working against you.

this is the first post ! nite light what can you do when you work nights and you're by your self other than the boring info on tv.checking in every hour with as what i like to call big brother thats for them to know if i'm staying awake or not.enuff bout that i'm just going to give you the raw goods.jello makes the world go round cherry sugar-free loven-it.when does tall start and short stop?if you're in between are you a shtall (shit-all) well i'm a shtall i have lots of friends both tall and short and some like me are shtalls. what are you?