wed nes day hump day

so i just can't seem to get things going the right way .i must decide if i'm going to stay with this job or move on to another occupation?or should i go back to school and do somthing different? i know one thing for sure i have to take time for myself and take off alot of weight.i have been trying to have gastric bypass surgery but 17000.00 u.s. dollars is alittle out of my price range and i think i should give my body another kick at losing it slowly and keeping it off.it's time to do it for me i want to feel better about myself and feel i can do anything if i put my mind to it .i am big buck.enuff said