friday

well raining out boring nite can't wait until wed next week that's the first day i have off andi have 12 days off .lots to do around the house and have got to see some people i haven't seen for awhile maybe have a ice cap or two?miss you all . hope everyone is good and stable if that's not to boring.nothing new enuff said.

well thursday

i'm getting the feeling back in my heart to be nice to all the people of the world even the ones that have pissed me off in the past.i have a ? does the world revolve around you or do you involve your self in the world that is the question. i'm all about people taking care of themself first but everyone must remember that we are all the same kind that is humankind . you can pick your nose and you can pick or ass but you can't pick your family .why is it that siblings can be assholes? well thats a can of worms i just don't want to open right now . enuff said

been a awhile

well what can i say it has been along time since my last posting. i have been busy and not feeling in the blogger mood.my friend from b.c. is gone home and the girl that i hooked up with at the car dealer has moved on with her life while i was hanging with the girl from out west. but that is all good .i have been thinking alot about life and where it leads you. i would still like to spend a good night with a certain hot bbw that i know i have wanted to f**k her since i met her about 3 years ago . i think she is so sexy .she really turns me on with her long hair great boobs and a great personality she doesn't know how special she really is .her man is a great guy and i think one lucky son of a gun to have someone that wild and sexy .i know it sounds like i am worshiping her but i'm not i just think she doesn't realize how much she turns people on.well all i can say is i would like to take her away for a weekend and just have fun its all would want because i do respect her man and her family and of course i do respect her but that doesn't mean i don't want to do her like i said i have had it bad for her since i met her .enuff said

april showers

well its my birth day i'm just finnishing my week of work i'm working 3 days next week plus i've got to keep up with my social life i have put my autoshop girl on hold for alittle while she was ok with that she didn't want anything to serious and i was all for letting things slide abit because my b.c. friend is keeping me fairly busy but she is going home in a couple of weeks.next week we are going to the falls for a nite booked a great suite with lots of room for enjoyment with a whirlpool for two in the room.oh i'm looking forward to that!enuff said

thursday

well i can't remember a time that i was so busy with two women on the go .i'm almost beat i'm out with with one last monday nite got home at 4.am.tues day i'm out with the other until 1am life is good my b.c. friend is going home in about two weeks so then my life will slow down abit i hope(not) anyway things are very good on both fronts its just juggling between the two that get tiring .i could not wish for any more.enuff said!

friday

well it's friday or sat i've been on 14 days agian and this is my last nite . got my car fixed on wed cost me 560.00 but its much better now.well here i was sitting waiting for my car to be fixed and i started talking to this woman that was also getting her car fixed .her car was done fast and she asked me if i wanted to go for a coffee.i asked how long my car was going to be and the shop said they needed at least one and a half hours.so off we go for coffee.to make a long story short she went to the drive thru i didn't ask but to my suprize we went to her house . nice place we started talking about relationships and what we each have been thru next thing you know we were fooling around like i never would have even thought about.this girl was pretty hot long dark hair good body dark brown eyes . i went thru a dry spell last year and now have been with 2 different women in the last two weeks and i'm going out on sat/nite with my b.c. friend and have another date planned for the auto shop girl next week. she called me and wants a repeat of the other day wo who!!!!enuff said

sunken treasure

well its the middle of march i'm working way too much because by co/worker has gone off for 2 months i have to fill in for her alot .we do have some back up but only a few shifts are going to be covered. i just want my seven on seven off back.well i'll just have to do what i gotta do.sometimes it seems like every one is pulling at me and i just don't have the time to get anything done .i know i have a very boring blog but somethings i just can't put down yet . think positive .enuff said

thursday nite

just a short note to say hey and thats it.enuff said

been awhile

well i haven't wrote in here for sometime .i've been busy doing this and that.some comments in this blog are not directed at anyone but are just me spuuing about how i feel that day. i do have alot of respect for of you who read my blog and you know who you (r) i have had some good times lately my friend from out west is back from her 4 months in europe and is staying around here for a couple of months. i've been out with her a couple of times had a great times i really have been enjoying the wine these days. my friend got me to try a red wine that was great i think it was the best red i've had.it's from the land downunder yellow tail it was called.if you haven't tried it i would recommend it .also just to put everyones mind at ease. i don't need to have anybody do things they don't want to do .i am doing much better now ! i still think you are a great person and i hope everything you are seaching for comes to you . even if you think you don't desevre it you do. you have made a difference in my life and i have only know you a couple of years . enuff said.

thrusday surviror begins

yes i am a reality tv junky i like it the best because you don't see repeats over and over it's on once and then you half to buy it on dvd if i want to watch it.why is it that people ask questions that they know the answer to already?i do it myself .if we know the answer then why the hell do we take the time to think about.just do it(thanks nike) how about just screw it!if a girl goes out and wants to get laid she will get it because no matter want she looks like there will always be some guy that will do her.but on the other hand if a guy goes out for the same thing he's only going to get it if timing right or if he's prefect G.Q.man.those guys are lucky dog winners and the rest of us are lucky dog whinners.enuff said

wed nes day hump day

so i just can't seem to get things going the right way .i must decide if i'm going to stay with this job or move on to another occupation?or should i go back to school and do somthing different? i know one thing for sure i have to take time for myself and take off alot of weight.i have been trying to have gastric bypass surgery but 17000.00 u.s. dollars is alittle out of my price range and i think i should give my body another kick at losing it slowly and keeping it off.it's time to do it for me i want to feel better about myself and feel i can do anything if i put my mind to it .i am big buck.enuff said

what the f***

that's right what's up with that ? people get ready there's a change a coming.nice is just a four letter word and when do you stop being nice to people that don't give a rats ass bout you other then if they need something from you . i may be a person that can take alot of crap from people i have been thru the ringer a few times.i try to think of others before myself but that doesn't mean i'm a push over .i can say i do have lots of friends some that i have known since grade school which was a long time ago.they genrally keep in touch with me some have families of there own so i understand that it's harder to keep going but between them and myself we keep involed in each others happenings.i listen to people when they have problems and they listen back cause god knows i to have many problems(whine) . but believe me i am not asking for a pity party! i bite my tougue alot just so i don't hurt peoples feelings but that doesn't get you any where fast so i just have to look at live different .i have to tell people like it is and let the cards fall where they may so i hope you're ready for some good reading cause in the next few weeks i'm going to give it out like i get it .enuff said

thursday morn

well i had the longest day wed i had 8hrs of boring first aid training i've only done the training about 10 times and it does get alittle old after awhile!the class started at 9am and i was looking at the clock at 940am so you can tell it was a long day.there was a couple of hotties in the group but much to young i bet .at least it was worth the view.anyway i have to take the course for my job.i also get paid to take it so all in all it wasn't that bad.enuff said

what to do

i hate virisis why are they put in place do some people have nothing better to do then f with other people they don't even know.that's my bitch i say if you create a problem like that you should get life in prison.what a day i've had still have jet lag from working nights and then trying to convert back to normal sleep pattern.why won't my head stop pounding?must sleep at nite not during the day but a nap sounds so good.enuff said

sat night

well here i am again the last night can't wait until 8a.m. what to do with my time off?sleep is high on the list relax is up there.well when do you decide what you want to write in here you never no who might find it .nothing to heavy thats why its called nitelights.have you ever wondered what purpose you are here for if everyone has a purpose or is there only some of us who have this goal.it doesn't have to be some life changing or save the world mode it can be simple . i haven't found mine yet as far as i know.but maybe i have done it already and didn't know it .maybe mine was to make someone elses goals?hopefully it wasn't somebody that was mean in the past that would really suck! well enuff.

last long shift

well the last of my long shifts 12hrs two 8 's and off for 14 days i hope.it's been a long 14 days.sleep is all you do when you work nights thats the secret to keep from falling asleep.feb 4 don't know what the daylight will bring looks like it will be a great day here in this part of the world.it's not snowing and that's a plus for sure.well not much to say today so i won't say anything!

shadow or not

well today was groundhog day just a reason for people to try to predict when winter will be over! just let it happen time flys if you don't keep every day on your mind.by the way when does tall start and short stop ? i think for a guy 5'6" is the short stop but tall doesn't start until 6'and for the ladies 5'2" is the short stop and tall starts 5'8" so what do you call the space between short and tall? i think it is shtall (shit all) don't worry i myself am in the shtall zone i always wanted to be 6' but genes and gavity have a way of working against you.

this is the first post ! nite light what can you do when you work nights and you're by your self other than the boring info on tv.checking in every hour with as what i like to call big brother thats for them to know if i'm staying awake or not.enuff bout that i'm just going to give you the raw goods.jello makes the world go round cherry sugar-free loven-it.when does tall start and short stop?if you're in between are you a shtall (shit-all) well i'm a shtall i have lots of friends both tall and short and some like me are shtalls. what are you?